Yup, Aurora Lyn. And I saw that one blow right before me and it was like "wtf is happening", I was so clueless and the consequences so massive :SS
In any case, my worst comes in two steps, I'll start with the second one as it's the most important one. It didn't actually take place while I was in EVE, I had left already for a year or two, but I still checked in from time to time to see how the Ordo was doing. I even kept the Ordo's birthday in my agenda (still do!) and did a small thing for it on those days even if no one knew. I didn't check on it often, true, maybe once or twice a year. And then one day, all posts in the forums were months old. Checked as much as I could in game and all important pilots had changed corporation. And there, before me, I knew that three years of my life had come to an end. It wasn't meant to be so, and yet it was, all gone to time. I guess it's how life goes, but it doesn't make it any easier to think that no one is askin Questions around anymore, specially now that I'm back in the game and see no questionmakers interrogate me... and those still around, are now doing other things, like Aldrith, Lucius or Hitome.
The first part of the story lead to that, and lasted for about three months up to me leaving the game. It's terrible to know you have a duty to hold, to see you are holding back the full development of the Ordo for not doing it, and yet not have the will or time to do it. See everyone needing this or that: materials, recruitment, rites for advancement, whatever... and yet, not being able to do so without feeling terribly detached from it all.
And, of course, the point between them. My second worst day in EVE: to say farewell to everyone in OQ. Explain them Seph is leaving (ICly), writing the story on how he lost his implants and gets sends to a monastery forever to watch the stars and never reach them, and wish everyone the best knowing you won't be there to see their triumphs and failures.
Shit, writing this has saddened me. Time to see some film or something. :S