Necro UpdateIt seems Simca is quitting EVE. You all will see an IGS post detailing what happens to Simca Develon sometime soon-ish. I'm not sure myself what will be in it, but it will either be MIA or KIA. Probably some accident or something. Anyways, what happens to her isn't the point of this post. The point is... what will happen to who's left behind?
Fully half of my RP has been built around Simca and Katrina. Hell, they're a household term among the OOC as "SimKat". Simca and Katrina are so tied into each other that without one, the other falls apart. I'm at a crossroads as to where to go next. I can see four major options: Depression, Rage, Apathy, and Acceptance.
Depression is listed first because, thanks to the way Katrina's character is written - it's the most likely and fitting reaction for her. She lives in a house that was custom built specifically for the both of them, most of her strongest flaws and insecurities were comforted or eliminated by her relationship, and almost everything in her life would remind her of it.
Rage is the next most probable, for many of the same reasons. This probably means she'll just go pirate and say "Fuck I-RED, fuck the State, and fuck everyone else but me. Nothing lasts forever."
Apathy is the least likely, really... because it's just odd.
Acceptance is something I'm considering, but I'm not sure how. This is where you come in. I'd like advice on how Katrina could accept the loss of the single most important aspect of her life, ever, and literally the only person she's ever loved. (Explicitly written that way, for :reasons:, not just OMG MARY SUE.)
Some ideas I have are that maybe she accepts this situation as proof that wanting for herself is pointless, and that living for the State would be a greater and much less painful path. A reminder to the collective mentality, and that while you might lose your loved ones, you'll never lose the State.
Or maybe she just figures "shit happens", and gets over it with some minor problems. But I've never suddenly lost a fiance in RL before, and only know one person who has... and this person has SERIOUS emotional issues. He's a fucking train wreck. So I don't see this sort of 'suck it up' mentality as very.... believable.
So I need help. I need a way to continue my enjoyment of Katrina without Simca in the picture. Keep in mind again, that as in the first post I made.... Kat is still a sort of escape for me, and I just lost a pretty alluring aspect of that escape (a romance novel). What else can I enjoy by Kat?
HALP!