I appreciate all the kind words, really it's encouraging. Thanks!
Graelyn, honestly you can do whatever you want with it. I probably made a rash decision by dropping Raze but it's one I can't take back now, so feel free to take it in whatever angle you want to take it in, I'm not dictating to anybody what they should or should not do in response to it, that's just not the way I am.
Honestly, I'm sorry I tore a hole in things, but I'm hoping I can just move on from here, avoid making the same mistakes and keep hanging out with the people I enjoy RPing and chatting OOC with. (That's you guys, by the way).