A lot of these thoughts come from some moments of introspection as to why, increasingly, I've become more and more cynical as regards roleplaying (No doubt some think by now, oh that Veik/Gesakaarin always trolling) but really one of the major reasons is that CCP PF can already at times cause having to live in an Orwellian existence (I just need to remember the introduction of PI features and the amount of character birth planets all of sudden going from verdant plains to fiery hell-holes) where retcons have to cause collectively tossing things down the memory hole.
What some of the player-made, world-building, efforts do for me is to make a background that is already nominally Orwellian to become almost schizophrenic in its potential inconsistency. I might give an example and submit:
1) A player in one year, world-builds a planet in depth and it is accepted as "truth" by some players.
2) A player in later years, without realizing the previous efforts, world-builds the same planet in depth and it is accepted as "truth" by some players.
Now what happens when these two "truths" collide completely by coincidence and happenstance?
This to me is the real risk when players create unverified and unsubstantiated claims in the creation of their world-building fiction as incontrovertible truth. When the only real legitimacy is by other players accepting it as truth, then what happens when it contradicts another version of the truth?
This is why I'm seriously considering the potential value of continued interaction with other roleplayers because it feels like I'm given the option of where I can just simply ignore them and their creative efforts like it doesn't exist because I still love and enjoy playing Eve as it is, getting drunk, pew pewing and just playing the game while easily rationalizing everything I do in an internally consistent framework. Or, alternatively, try and exist in some sort of Kafkian alternate dimension where it's like I'm not sure if I'm roleplaying for the sake of some kind of existential self-parody or self-satire while discussing with other characters who seem to act like holocaust-deniers whose entire rhetorical repertoire was gained from the, "Logical Fallacy 101" classes given by Fox News.
I mean, damn, I have to talk with enough delusional, irrational and illogical people in the real world I'm not sure if my idea of, "Realistic RP" is as enjoyable to me when such people end up using world-building to create characters that end up causing both my own character and myself as a player to go, "Oh dear God, what the fuck is this shit right here?"
I wouldn't say it's one person, group of people, that's caused me to reach this conclusion as much as noticing what appears to be a collective trend to me. I mean, I can at least understand if people fuck around when they treat Eve like the game it is. What I don't think I can grasp is people honestly, intently, and with purpose seek to create fiction about their characters and the world that all I can respond with is, "Not sure if retarded."
Then again, these days it feels like given my present state of mind as regards RP and RP'ers in general I should just recuse myself from any form of future interaction or participation with the "community", just for my own enjoyment of the game.
I give up.