So, for the last 3 days I have been trying to figure out who my character is and where he comes from, what his passions are, his goals, what is he like. Damien started out as a Navy Academy graduate with a military mindset, I thought "Yeah whatever that is just fine, off we go pewpew!" and now after working on what kind of a person I want him to be, it just doesnt feel right. I want him to have a passion for creation, to build things and discover new ways to do it. I want him to be a hard working bloke with roots in mining industry due to his parents, with hopes of spreading democratic values through other means than a gunbarrel. There is more, but I wont get into it all now. I guess this is what you get for rushing into a game and creating a character without giving any serious thought of what you want him to be. So now I'm sitting here, with a picture in my mind of someone who wouldnt end up in the Navy and spend his first 3 days as a podpilot honing his combat skills by blowing Caldari and Serpentis ships out of the sky. I want him to graduate out of a different school and I want to do things he as a character would. So I am concidering of remaking him and I have a problem. Now I dont mind throwing those 3 days out of the window to get him off the right foot now that I know what I want to do, no, the problem is that I have had a few brief IC exchanges with other characters, mainly Lilen (I think her name was) from FEDRO, and I want to keep the name because I really like it and its usually hard for me to find a good one that is not taken. So I want a honest oppinion from you people, is it ok to remake a character and keep the name? Would this screw things up IC for others (mainly you Lilen if you are reading this)? Would this leave a bad impression of me as a player and perhaps even my charactger? I dont want to start off on a bad foot with people in the community.
P.S I have given some thoughts on how I could integrate the military part with how I now imagine him but it just screws things up for me and I cant find any IC justification for it.