Do you seriously think, given prior experience and the fact that you apparently take a stone-etched memorandum of everything I say, that I'd say any of that to you under the assumption that you would hold any of it in the slightest bit of confidence?
Also, please don't talk to me about integrity. For reference, using information about someone's OOC mental state for IC gain is generally considered a "dick move".
Holding it in confidence would have been foolish, I think. Much better to let everyone know what your character might try to do.
Also, I'm afraid that I do not, and have not ever known anything about your OOC mental state. I do remember you once saying that Andreus was pretty frustrated with the Federation, but I know literally nothing about you, the person behind the character. Whatever OOC mental state you had when you wrote an IC evemail to Kierra is unknown to me,
In addition, I felt that the possibility of you using OOC evemails for IC purposes justified a...pre-emptive strike to avoid such, if you will. I see, personally, a difference between a character of mine luring a character of your into making an IC communication, and someone taking an OOC mail and altering it. If you do not, I understand, but I won't be constrained to using only IC resources to combat those who will use both.
Again, if you've somehow received the impression that I'm using OOC knowledge of you to target you somehow, as opposed to your character, that's not an impression I've either intended or thought I was giving.
I think this is all I need to say on the subject.
