Oh I know I'll be back sooner or later. And nothing in Eve is annoying me, its just that while Eve is a fun game, to me Eve is not a relaxing game. Nothing against the game, or anyone in it, I just don't relax when I play it, and I'm stressed out enough right now that I can't afford to carve out some more time to stress out further in the name of fun.
Sorry if that came out wrong, it's the best I can do at the moment.