The strangest reactions I get from quite how disturbed Meb is, is how tolerant people are of her.
She's that obvious a schitzo that nobody notices anymore and just takes both sides of Meb as Meb 1 and 2.
Then there's the blood...
...the corpses she turns into dolls to substitute a childhood gone missing...
...the rampant killing of any one for any reason...
...the fondness for sometimes helping the weak and defending against injustice...
I find I often lose track and would probably do better just rolling dice to decide her mindset every few hours.
Some people treat her as just a little girl who does bad things and others as teh evilestest ocultist slaver in the 'verse. I think it comes down with how much other characters believe or know about what she does. With what I play her as, I'd try to put as much of the universe as possible between me and her, were she real. I just ran with the idea of abject crazy as I played her over the years. She started off quite a good girl once upon a time.
But enough of Meb...
I find there's so much more in depth,
deep (in depth deep lol
) psychosis out there that should be explored. Things like depression, mania, paranoia, obsessions, dystrophia... hell the list goes on. I'm suprised more pod-pilots aren't as fucked up. The blatant abuse of human lives seems to just happen around them. Even without blowing up ships and subsequent crews (Yes ships have crews), you're constantly putting lives at risk unless you spent your entire pilot life in a tiny frigate or interceptor.
Then there's the paranoia, the power at their control... the constant dying/rebirth???
I must admit, it's easier, although still very hard, to get in the mindset of a crazy character when you have experience...