I know the feeling, Kaito, know the feeling. I had a good reason why to put my Sleeper theory out before the release of Templar One.
I want to progress with A'J some more and while I can perfectly understand Dropbear cannot be handling this 24/7 it is now two months since he has made any appearance in the project and in the meantime we have had the release of Templar One and The Fiction Portal both confusing people on what to do.
It is already difficult enough to get the community to even acknowledge a theory that involves the Jove in any way. Once a theory has been put out there in the world of OOC PF it is considerably harder to get people to look at it IC. No matter how you arrived at your conclusions, no matter how much supporting evidence you have, no matter if all the work went in before the OOC material was available, it will not be taken seriously. Theories involving "powerful isotopes" are already laughed at, Sleeper/Jove connections mocked, and we don't stand a chance of making any progress towards the Jamyl situation as that one really is so firmly out of our realm it makes one wonder why the plot-line exists.
The hopes of what must by now be hundreds of hours of work between reading, note taking, sorting notes, The Musings, Project Awakening, Project Shattered Helix (working title), and an untitled paper on possible Jovian/Talocan links to Matar, have effectively been written off. Given these efforts were prompted by CCP's fantastic world-building, clue dropping, and belief that we can figure things out for ourselves I don't think betrayal is too harsh a word for their allowing this book to be published at this time, essentially as a DUST514 promotion.
I have made a poor investment of my time it seems.